everything's too overwhelming for me. i need help.

i followed my parents to TOC today, for an actual service, since last time i went was the musical drama thing. (: they were all so nice and stuff and i got invited to join them next sat but there's a np thing which won't end on time. thing is, i have no idea where i'm supposed to be now. i'm being thrown all over the place and its really hard for me to make this kind of decision by myself.

chalet's tomorrow, and although we girls have quite a fair bimbotic bit planned for ourselves, (: there's still some stuffs i haven't settled. i should have freaking packed the stuff needed for bbq first and let daddy send it there and leave my personal stuffs for later. grr, my time management is still equally lousy. so tomorrow on top of carrying my bag i still got to carry a seperate bad with all the stuff we need for bbq. the food's settled for now i suppose.

oh there was an anonymous text i got earlier, most probably from a stranger. damn, i'm spooked. how the hell did he get my number? and i'm pretty sure its a he too. some freaking malay shit. he asked me if i understood malay and his english was terrible. argh.

i thought i still had loads of shit to put here. but i can't think of anymore now. these things come to me at the weirdest times. /:

oh and when i get the pictures from fusion and darren's farewell i'll post them la.

darren, have a good time there! we'll miss you, but bring a babe back. (:

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